Friday, May 26, 2006;
♥ 8:34 PM
end of term 2. cant seem to stress this enough but time is passing really fast aint it? blink of an eye 10 weeks. an even shorter blink of an eye and its common tests. think the tests are kinda scary so i'll mug. every1 will. but glen says hes not muggin until the last wk of hols lol. but he doesnt need to worry la hes so bright.
did frisbee on thursday's PE. first time i got tired in PE, as in its like 2.4km run that kind of panting. wowee. and zhong is SERIOUSLY some man. he rushes to catch the frisbee so easily =.= its like he gots boosters or sth. frisbee dropping then he see some fast movement of his feet then he catch frisbee. lol if ms chai sees him do that i wonder if she'll take him into sprinting haha xD
went to watch X3 today. quite a nice movie la.. got to see many more coool mutants haha.. but it was quite unexpected though that some characters just died like that.. and sng tiak's favourite mutant too.. haha shall not spoil the story go watch it its nice (:
just now just quarrelled with my mom abit. just because of the simple reason that she thinks i dun study enough. zzz. like she wants me to sit in front of her to study then she will be happy. ah wadeva. dun want to quarrel anymore. SICK OF IT. seriously. nxt time i'll just shut up.zip.
anger sucks. miserability sucks too. dun want to feel that at all. ah well gtg bb (:
round and round we go...
Monday, May 22, 2006;
♥ 8:07 PM
k im dead meat. seriously. like wth. i started to burn my cd, then wow the cd rom drive just went crazy. weird sounds started coming out, like the cd was anyhow spinning or sth. i restart the com and took the disk out, the sides were like chipped, and now the cdrom drive cant scan no shit. somebody save me.
my dad at barbecue now. he mood so good when he come back hear the cdrom drive spoil he gonna scold me until i dun need to slp or sth. shit la really dead. its not because need to spend money to buy. its becuase my dad need to go thru trouble to get a new cdrom drive. and thats what he hates. and he will totally think i did something to spoil the drive. GOD HELP ME.
hopefully nothing big happens when i tell this to him. otherwise i really GGXX. badminton was fun today. at least can lob the ball from end to end. ARGH MY CD ROM DRIVE. although i want a dvd-burner though, but thats out of the dam point.
this time im really screwed. this drive has been here for.. i thin.. almost 2 years already. most cd drives last longer than that. but it cant just go crazy like that what. i put in the cd properly and everything. =(
oh well. all the best to me.
round and round we go...
Sunday, May 21, 2006;
♥ 8:13 PM
The All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all. And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all. The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow. When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight It ends tonight. A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain. You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow. [Chorus]
When darkness turns to light It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside Now you're the first to know
[Chorus x2]
its a nice song. and it pretty much depicts my life now.. troubled kid i am.. tsktsk des. bah this is so emo.
but seriously. life is screwed. pretty much at least. feel so weird sometimes. sometimes i say weird things, sometimes i do things that i dont want. i wanna make that right, even in the least it would help.
tried to study GP, tried to read stuff, but all i read 2 or 3 times was the GP test and the compres.. did my chem assignment, but wonder whether the answers are right. i wonder if there are even right answers in life. in my life. or maybe im supposed to make the answers right.
anyway training was fun on saturday. miss training with jumpers alot haha.. it was really nice. long time to see them already coz of the self-training. did weights on sat.. and now my legs and arms aching like mad.
on friday went to studio with yuehao, played cds and tried to jam a bit, and i can play most of the songs already haha.. and yuehao was a bit pist coz my drums too loud he cant hear the guitar from the song haha xD sry yh.. but drums play loudloud then shuang. LOL. ok nvm. nxt time maybe ang and lang shud go too, hopefully yamaha allows that. or we can do that SECRETLY muahahaha.
lol okies i think i go watch sg idol now. cant wait to play badminton tmr during PE. and i shud really get rid of all this angst and boredom inside me. if i manage to. haha cya all in school (:
round and round we go...
Thursday, May 18, 2006;
♥ 10:55 PM
saysay.. hard guy cupid was nice to watch eh? so touching. but im totally knocked. tired like mad. today just completed whole set of NAPFA HOOOO! lol. can do pull up already =D but standing broad jump screwed up !@#$% anw still passed. nxt year gonna do better =D
haven been going for track these days, although i've been doing my weights, but then i wonder whats going on every tues and wed and sat. mr seem wants me to do weights only, but i feel like going lol. maybe i shall. on saturday. argh hope my jaw recovers quickly. want to jump again.
today whole day we were admiring zhong's fone lol. nokia 6280 take pics and video like mad haha.. nice fone to look at too screen so biggggggggggg. haha.. scandalous shots were taken xD
these days feel quite at a dilemna coz i wonder if jumpers they alll will get angry if i dun turn up lol. but not all of them noe abt my condition. no point letting them noe either. argh. its just so weird la not turning up but still doing training. saturday they're doing weights i guess so i will turn up. doing with them better than doing urself. although at some points i think doing urself would be better, but oh well going every sat isnt gonna take alot of time. bahh feel so lost. everytime i think of it i feel so out of place. maybe i shudnt be so sensitive.
and school time has been passing freaking fast. week 9 already? seriously quite a blink of an eye to think how come i sat through THAT much physics and chem practicals. wow. its like in JC u can feel the whole rush? but in sec sch u just go with everything that happens. i mean. in sec sch, in ri, time passes way slower. its such a huge difference, that sometimes i just wanna go back to sec 4 lol. if we were sec 4 now we would be celebrating coz common tests are over =.= what now. whole holidays will be practically gone with all the mugging i'll do. making it more like i-learning month at home. hopefully there'll be time to go jam and stuff. miss playing the drumset. i wanna get a set at home but it seems quite impossible.. maybe after e CTs i may hav a chance? based on good results, so i'll have to slog my way thru june. but it'll pay off.. i know it will.
oh well. less than a week to GP CT. and what the heck do i study? i dunno. but i'll just go read up everything la. paul khoo's notes help. a lot in fact. its just those GP notes that they print for us, i wonder if they are helpful. at home and at school its just the same thing everyday. having a drumset at home will make a WHOLE lot of difference to me, but that would be a dream so near yet so far. haha.. my dad says after 'A' lvls. i say after A lvls got army, play wad drumset. ><
ahhhhhh oh well. maybe we should
really live life like this quote: "Live everyday like you're gonna die on that day." or however it should be said. i really wonder how to do that..
round and round we go...
Monday, May 15, 2006;
♥ 5:19 PM
hoho! first day of the week and the school is under HARD GAY MADNESS! if u all want to know more abt hard gay, go youtube.com search "hard gay", and watch the ones with subtitles. haha really lmao when i watched the first ever hard gay episode.
its good that now 2.4 run and chem spa are OVER. now only left 5 stations on thursday woooot. my graph quite nice la.. now much of the stress gone liao coz i just wanted monday's school to be over fast, and indeed it is now =D today ran like 11.57 for 2.4, not the best of timings. but oh well. its a C grade haha xD
dun think the whole backrow boys will do chem again, but maybe i will do chem tut later. MAYBE. the sch term coming to an end, and theres GP common test nxt week =.= wonder how to revise, do more reading maybe.. and hopefully our second submission of GPP gets accepted =]
ciao!
round and round we go...
Friday, May 12, 2006;
♥ 1:54 PM
woots. vesak day! equals slack day woooooot! and hard gay video is dam funny la u all shud go watch ^^ seriously its lmao lol. bah cant believe it vesak day and i revising for physics. anw i think i better mug more today coz tmr going out to jam =D songs already fixed so tmr its just go and enjoy =D
this whole week has been quite hectic, and tests results got back liao. im happy with my results lol, actually shocked that i got quite okay for my maths haha, the whole test i was totally bored then ngeekiang sitting beside me say his stomach just growled. and ya that time i was hungry also so couldn't think much xD kept thinking of chicken sandwich in canteen, or stall 12 asam fish xD
during chem lec this week teacher announced that those who failed chem need to go for REVISION test. =.= got such thing called revision test sia, and nid to go for 2 summore. basically its forcing u to study, coz these 2 tests cover all topics. HOOOOO! its good that it forces u to mug, but its bad that u have to go back to school fr 2 hours during hols. argh.
and the whole week i have been gyming haha, still cant jump yet. anw coach wants me to get stronger so do weights loh. ah well. supposed to have class outing today on vesak day, but then i think at last everybody see GPP rejected then siandiao liao. not because its rejected, but because need to think of other topic. i think quite a lot of us in class need to think of new topic to write sia, including my grp. so far we ahd only abt 3 ideas or so, hopefully it'll work out.
k guesss thats all then =D and our class shud go ice skating some day. xD
round and round we go...
Monday, May 08, 2006;
♥ 9:29 PM
i want to change. for the better.
round and round we go...
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♥ 7:30 PM
im frreaking sick of my mother nagging everyday. seriously. like wtf everytime i reach home sure got sth to say one, just sooner or later only, whatever has got into her i dunno but still must bear with it. today i was finding my econs stuff, then she tell me open door coz she wanted to throw rubbish, she was in the kitchen but then nvr on the light, then after that she broke some glass or clay thing or whatever then blame me say why dun want open the door faster. walao.
but it will die down one. just dunno when nia. maybe my test result come back then if good then she happy o.o
bah. today was a nice day in school haha. but got 2 hours of physics tut haha, finished the whole work energy power tutorial. most of us didnt or dunno how to do the tutorial but im surprised ms ng didnt get angry or like scold us lol, or maybe she was on the verge of it haha, i think nxt time better do tutorials xD
PE was all abt badminton skills lol.. smashing lobbing and driving the shuttlecock to back of the court. lol fun sia can anyhow whack, ang say whack shuttlecock farfar very shuang LOL. well i have the same feeling too heehee.
hopefully tmr slackier. my whole mind is on physics SPA n napfa =.= yep havent took napfa it yet was sick the first time. lol holidays coming already, vesak day also. and thursday is friday timetable! HOHO fun. but then need to do maths tuts =.= lol k gonna do my econs now.. cya =]
round and round we go...
Sunday, May 07, 2006;
♥ 10:08 AM
hoho. hihi. hehe. SIAN!
ytd went back to sch to do PW GPP =.=.=.=.= i dunno what got into me so i chionged 815 words out O.O glen was talking abt first time coming back to sch for official stuff lol, i think he will come back many more times sia. PW need to meet up many more times also. haiz. we did PW for 4 hours straight.. well actually 3 and a half la. we slacked for half and hour watching videos from youtube lol.
watched the sequel for "Cd-pro 2", called"i-Pod" lol. watched the whole thing i think. or at least 6 episodes of it. dam wth. but it was funny la haha. first thing i saw when i walk into sch is ZIJIANRRRR. his volleyball actually not bad leh i see him do stuff quite nice. aft pw me n glen went to eat, while the others went home. went to PS foodcourt, first time tryin the riverside barbecue thing actually quite nice. the chicken veh solid sia. no wonder the queue so long. but when i bought no queue xD
these days i dun feel like getting down to studying at all. cant wait for vesak day to come so got class outing. boring sia. i better go read those library books i borrowed xD cya!
round and round we go...
Wednesday, May 03, 2006;
♥ 8:29 PM
okaes. i have been tagged by beany for the twenty pple thingy lol. haha shall do it in this post. anw today physics test i noe how to do =D yay. maths test every1 like self jack themselves lol.. best la i differentiate 7t^7 get 7t^6 sia. =.=||| all in a days work. hmmm today passed quite fast. got a new song for my drumming today woots. its called "all right now", just one of those 80s or 90s songs ba. same as the previous one i got. hopefully in due time i get some modern song haha, coz i heard some pple playing green day songs in other studios. and all-american rejects rock, esp the song dance inside ^^ its nice go try and listen.
ok now for the thingy.
Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. At the end tag at least 5 people.
1. Jeslyn
2. Zhang Rui
3.XuanAng
4.Beany
5.Chun
6.Anqing
7.Angie
8.Glen
9.Zhuyan
10.Boonkiat
11.SeanZhong
12.Ethel
13.Trixia
14.Lingqing
15.Xiankai
16.Manpreet
17.Kenneth (koolketh)
18.Weisong
19.Yuzhuo
20.Ngeekiang
1. How did you meet 14?
my classmate now in S06C =D
2. What would you do if you've never met 1?
i would be quite sad i guess haha..
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
wa seh! NK and zhuyan? later chenhui angry.. but if they dated then all the best lo...
4. Did you ever like 19?
eh i not gay. yea i like him as a fren =D
5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
haha.. anqing and kenneth! the 2 fast runners.. i think they wud make a good couple..dunno..
6. Describe 3.
hes my bestest friend =D we are da 1337 r0xx0rs ^^
7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
LOL glen. haha dam attractive la.. more handsome than his bro xD
8. Tell me something about 7.
angie? haha she likes "the click five" just like me hohoho
9. Do you know any of 12's family?
erm dunno haha.. track friend nia.
10. What's 8's favourite?
glen's fav is.. crapping with us in class? xD
11. What would you do when 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
i believe weibong is not gay. and neither am i. but if he confesses im gonna be stunned la dey.
12. What language(s) does 15 speak?
lol. hmm english and chinese lo.
13. Who is 9 going out with?
she go out with chenhui. sure have one xD
14. How old is 16 now?
17.
15. When was the last time you talked to 13?
today at training! haha..
16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
hmm i dun think he has.
17. Would you ever date 4?
lol.. dunno.
18. Would you ever date 7?
omg? erm dunno.. lol..
19. Is 15 single?
nope attached =D
20. What's 10's last name?
Lee. hoho. i think.
21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
LOL? nope.
22. What school does 3 go to?
RJC =]
23. Where does 6 live?
erm ahhhhh i forgot. er.. oh in serangoon. rmb liao xD
24. What's fav thing about 5?
haha his laughter rocks! and hes very nice guy also ^^
ok i tag.. manpreet, aikkwan, anna, marcus, shenglin =D
dun get angry with me arh. xD
round and round we go...
Monday, May 01, 2006;
♥ 8:43 PM
w00ts. not that ready for the tests yet, but almost ready =D and sry trixia haven link u i go link now =X haha and just dled guitar pro trying it out for the drum tabs lol. was bored like mad on saturday coz not allowed to use com the whole day, then only on sunday night, which is yesterday night, then i was allowed to use the com. =.=
i tink. after this week, or at least after wednesday, studies would take a much lesser toll on us, anyway i dun think there would be any tests anymore after wed except econs, or maybe there will be chem too lol. but gp common tests in wk 10. bleah.
and i wonder how mr seem would react to me suddenly popping up for training on wed. cant go tmr either need to go home and study for tests. haiz. life is so screwed up. but then there are parts that are not screwed up at all. lol.. anw see u all in sch tmr =)
round and round we go...